Writing Vs Paper

Last few days I have been trying really hard to write some thing.Actually I had feeling that I have got so much to write but when I sit to pen down then I realise that those things that were flooding my mind a few hours before suddenly went dry and my brain is struggling with the famine of thoughts.Before writing there were various topics whirlpooling in the mind to breakout but when I sit down to write ,I feel that those thoughts were just products of deranged mentation .Sometimes I feel that pen and paper are not destined to be in my hand but somehow due to some programming mistake in the destiny by Lord is responsible for whatever use of pen remained with me, I mean professionally.I know I Suck at this but this is the only productive if it appears so,I have written till now.Recently I came across these precious lines
“Being a writer is a very peculiar sort of a job: it's always you versus a blank sheet of paper (or a blank screen) and quite often the blank piece of paper wins.”
In my case i think it is almost always true.................

Sisters are blessing of God ...

Sisters are like blessing of God,treasure them.They are one of the most precious gifts.A sister is someonewho is sweet and supportive kind and loving cheerful and inspiring friend and my all time laughter .sis you mean so much more than words can say.Sister who has made you laugh,wiped your tears, hugged you, watched you succeed, seen you fail,cheered you on and kept you strong. Sisters are supposed to be a promise from God that we will have a friend forever.A friend you are never going to lose whatever happens.Deep inside their hearts they have got special chambers for their brothers.They prayed a lot to god for giving them brothers .They are always ready to sacrifice their joys for them and never think of getting back anything.Sisters are our first friends and second mother.The love and care we get is truly incomparable to anything in this world and with the experience in this world i think this is applicable to the next world.
Lucky are those who have got these wonderful friends for life time always ready to backup and buck up at the times when even times are against the time.Love you sisters.............here is a wish i wish from depth of my heart for them ...always and every time....till i live and if possible even after it....



HAZAARON DUWAAEN HAI TERE LIYE
KABHI NA MILEY KAANTEIN TUJHE RAAHON ME
TAMANNA HAI TERE NAAM SE
BAS KHUSHIYAAN MILEY TERE BAAHON MEIN

LAAKHON FARIYAAD HAI KHUDA SE
KABHI NA CHHU PAYEN GHAM TERI PARCHHAYI BHI
KHWAAISHEIN HAIN AISI TERE LIYE
MILEY TUJHE BAS DUNIYA KI ACHCHHAYI HI

LAAKHON MANNATEIN HAIN TERE LIYE
KI PHOOLON SE TERA GHAR-AANGAN MEHKE
KHWAAISHEIN HAZAAR TERE NAAM SE
PANCHHI KI TARAH HAMESHA CHEHKE

HAZAARON DUWAAEN AISI HAIN TERE LIYE
HAR KADAM KAMYAABI TERE SAATH CHALE
FARIYAAD LAAKHON HAIN TERE NAAM SE
KI TERI RAATON ME BHI CHAMAKTA CHAAND TERE SAATH CHALE
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smile.......

Smile is the one of the natures most precious gift to the humans.A smile is a facial expression where flexion of the muscles near both ends of the mouth and flexion muscles throughout the mouth creates a characteristic expression.Among humans, it is an expression denoting pleasure, joy, happiness, or amusement and believe this is the only species that have ability to express their feel through this gesture by the use of facial muscles.There might be some other species also but i dont know about them.But still i believe there is some way out there just we don't know.Whenever you happen to see a new borne baby.Its first smile is about at the age of approximately two months and you will notice the sea of joy on the baby's mother. whenever she sees the smile on her baby's face,nothing can compare that joy.The baby understands the psyche at this stage of the mom.you see tiny fingers,soft chubby face,beautyful eyes and that tiny organism bearing that smile ,that moment i feel is the greatest moment endorsing peace and tranquility that might be difficult to find even in the eden.There is no artificiality in that smile and that smile can be compared to the purity and without any selfish desires.
Remember the days when you are stressed due to many reasons ....a cute smile of the loved ones is so much soothing that you get stressed out in a second.This great chemical change in the brain is responsible for the wonder works of the human.Remember the tough times you are facing beaten to the ground by destiny a cute energy pulse in the form of a smile from your beloved gives you strength to defy the destiny.
The day when you are out of mood then this precious thing comes to your rescue and a smile tends to convey respect, patience, empathy, hospitality and compassion and thus helps you to cope with the stress.
the smile is useful in many ways helping in making social interaction more lively and less likely to create rifts.If you are not in good mood then smile prevents this contagious thing from spreading instead it spread itself in a super-contagious way.
So friends ,never let the smile leave you let it give you the power to drive you through this life and if possible carry that even beyond.

Dilemma between the minds.........

this is what happenned to me today......after those tiring hours in the OPD.,i was feeling very hungry.just thinking of reaching to the mess and having a tummyful of food. When you are hungry and when you think of the best recipe you like to have then there is sure feeling of the formula one race going on inside of the tummy.i was thinking about the very beautiful miss omlette.having very colorful outfit of red juicy tomatoes,green coriender leaves ,chopped onions and the brown shade of the hot side.as if hot miss omlette is flaunting her body driving me crazy over her beautiful,round circular shape.our cook mr Ranjeet had given full attention in carving out her .just like the "badi fursat se tujhe banaya hai banane waale ne,tere husn ka mai deewana ho gya" .the red tomatoes was seducing me towards her.the green coriender and the golden yellow background was irresistable and i was drooling over miss omlette's great body and figure.the stomach was hurting because the cephalic phase of secretion was all set since the time i left the chair.and it was increasing.and just after i ordered for her i was imagining about the ravishing experience i was about to have.and during those minutes of waiting i got the smell driving me absolutely out of the world.i experienced that those smell was pulling me towards her.the moments of waiting were very long and the minutes seemed hours for me.....tick...tick....tick.tick.................................................Ahh.......finally miss omletted showed herself,with her full glamourous outfit and everyone in that room was looking at haer with greedy eyes.oh i almost thought of covering her up to prevent the lustful eyes from watching her and their tongue hanging out jealous of my pretty little miss omlette.we met for the first time after her creator left.i was looking at her gorgeous bodyand the awesome smell she had.i was going mad and the urge to have her was increasing....i had to wait for a few minutes because she was too hot to handle then ..........i was enjoying her but........just after i started enjoying her it came to my mind that today is Lord Ganesha"s b'day.......what to do now.my mind was in a great dillemma.it was not willing to let her go in the mid way neither it was ready to annoy lord Ganesha.it was a difficult situation for me too.my mind started to analyse if ihad done any thing good today so that i can be excused for enjoying miss omlette.the lobe of the brain where spirituality resides was cursing me for not holding my lust for miss omlette for today.Then my mind replied that i had helped a great no. of patients to day......the other lobe argued that that act was your job and not a noble deed.At this time when i looked at miss omlette....she was done more than half and a tug-of-war had ensued between my both minds.one of them was telling me to stop"JAB JAAGO TABHI SAVERA"and the other one was saying "what the hell are you thinking no one is going to be bothered about that".and i saw that my stomach and my hands are favouring towards the latter.Then the latter argued that "you are doing nothing wrong......what you have done is just used two large cells for food and all the organisms use some cells as food,whether they are vegetarians or non-vegetarians.and you are not even using cells...you are using just two cell who are not even going to get a life." Bingo..............at last my non-vegetarian favouring part of brain came up with this argument and i was sure that it was going to win the debate.well by that time i realised that when a war between my minds were on and i was busy there taking on miss omlette and those delicious peices of her were sinking to the bottom of my stomach......At last i thought that i wasted the time and taste by indulging in the uselss struggle between my stomach and the brain and i decided not to indulge in this futile conflict.then i took the last bite and gobbled that at a time and finished the lunch and instructing mr Ranjeet to prepare all vegetarian dinner for all thinking that atleast this will suffice.
Then ...............then what i went to my hostel thinking about those wonderful moments with miss omlette this afternoon.
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